Im Not The One

Everyday its a different emotion...
same island different ocean ...
the waves keep changing and the crowd keeps growing...
its like im sinking into the sand deeper without knowing...
we fell in love with eyes we fell in love at first sight...
yea i believe in it! still doesnt mean itll last.. right? ...
i mean things were perfect, you are perfect my everything...
ur smile ur style ur laugh ur ass... did i say everything?
we made love we have love we had sex, you gave birth...
so a beautiful daughter we brought to this earth...
i couldnt be more proud i couldnt be more happy n u felt the same...
we had family days, laughs n memories i will never wanna trade..

but things changed for the worst maybe it was my fault...
i cant help to blame myself but to put it all on me is an insult..
you had your problems and i brought them to ur attention..
you chose not to fix them take it as a lesson...
just as much as men need to pay attention to yall..
we need it in return you cant just put up a wall...
we slowly fell apart, seperate nights out and even vacations...
meanwhile fights in the middle builds the frustration....
we dont get along you kick me out..
i was in shock, i couldnt understand the words coming out ur mouth...
this never was you, this never was me this never was us...
we used to be in love, unseperable...
times we shared moments we kissed the fun we had, unforgetable...

but it all changed now its all about change..
cant be suprised i spent it all trying to make the weather change..
we went everywhere, new places every 3 months...
you didnt understand when i said we had to slow up...
money slowed up ur appetite for the life kept growing..
more n more cash i kept blowin,
but i did it for us..
i lost all ur trust,
u lost all of mine,
along time ago i shouldve noticed this sign...
but we're apart now and your sorry im gone..
i cant go back and feel its right, when i think ur wrong..
its better this way i havent been so glad...
sure theres somedays i feel down and get sad..
i miss my daughter i miss my family i had...
but i know i can never get the happiness back
so i stay away and you should stay away too...
find somebody else who can love you, for you..
as much as itll still hurt to see u smile with him...
i dont wanna see u cry over me again...
we were a perfect match but the flame blew out...
i cant believe it went this route...
fuck a tear just dropped!!... my mind cant stop!!!...
i loved you!!! when did our love just stop?...
we came too far how do i start over?
im crying cuz i love u but i cant lean on ur shoulder...
i gotta go now i gotta wish u the best...
although i think i will always be better then the rest...
but its just a pain we both need to face...
we will have a new place but nobody can replace...
just a new smile new laughs new love...
hopefully one that can last forever , no offense to us..
im always here for you i care about u we have a daughter together...
i will be here forever..

although we have pain and we have alot of tears..
we had alot of laughs we shared some good years..
u were my wife i wanted it to last,
i gave my all , even gave my last..
Ill always miss you, but we have to put it in our past.